Last time I saw you, I was holdin' your hand And I couldn't wait for you to leave I knew right then that it was over and done And I couldn't believe that I was free Help me now, I'm going down And I don't know if I'll be okay I'll be around, I'll be in town If you need a place to stay When the wind blows and there's a chill in the air I hope that someone is taking care of you I'm all right, yeah I'm really okay Just so you know, I'm always there for you Help me now, I'm going down And I don't know if I'll be okay I'll be around, I'll be in town If you need a place to stay

How to dress as human? What, like a skirt and like, some heels? Now I look stupid Is this how every human feels? Better go with Vans I'm never gonna pass I should stay home Why did I make plans? Drunk in the bathroom Messing with my skirt I got hair in my tights And nothing in my shirt If I paint on some lips Will they come off with a kiss and tell? (and tell) How to dress as human? What, like a skirt and like, some heels? Now I look stupid Is this how every human feels? Better go with Vans I'm never gonna pass I should stay home Why did I make plans? Drunk in the bathroom Messing with my skirt I got hair in my tights And nothing in my shirt If I paint on some lips Will they come off with a kiss and tell? (and tell) I'm never gonna pass I should stay home Why did I make plans? Better go with Vans I'm never gonna pass I should stay home Why did I make plans? Better go with Vans I'm never gonna pass I should stay home I'm never gonna pass Better go with Vans I'm never gonna pass And tell

[part i] last night i drove to harper's ferry and i thought about you there were signs on the road that warned me of stop signs the speed limit kept decreasing by 10 as we entered a town about halfway there it was almost raining at the train station we put our hoods on our heads at the train station we threw rocks into the river the river underneath the train tracks and when the train came it was so big and powerful when it came into the little station i wanted to put my arms around it but the conductor looked at me funny so we had to say goodbye and leave the monopoly board still in the back seat took that nightmare left turn to get out of town ran into the decreasing speed limits again what should i do? (eat breakfast) what should i do? (eat lunch) what should i do? (eat dinner) what should i do? (go to bed) where can i go? (go to the store) where can i go? (apply for jobs) where can i go? (go to a friend's) where can i go? (go to bed) i wrote "beach death" when i thought you were taken i wrote "beach funeral" when i knew you were taken i wrote "beach fagz" but that wasn't about you but it could've been wait- no, it couldn't have I SPENT A WEEK IN OCEAN CITY (i spent a week in ocean city) AND CAME BACK TO FIND YOU WERE GONE (and came back to find you were gone) I SPENT A WEEK IN ILLINOIS (i spend a week in illinois) AND CAME BACK TO FIND YOU WERE STILL GONE (and came back to find you were still gone) i pretended i was drunk when i came out to my friends i never came out do my friends we are all on skype then i laughed and i changed the subject she said, what's with this dog motif? i said... do you have something against DOGS? I AM ALMOST COMPLETE SOULLESS I AM INCAPABLE OF BEING HUMAN I AM INCAPABLE OF BEING INHUMAN I AM LIVING UNCONTROLLABLY IT SHOULD BE CALLED ANTI-DEPRESSION AS A FRIEND OF MINE SUGGESTED BECAUSE IT'S NOT THE SADNESS THAT HURTS YOU IT'S THE BRAIN'S REACTION AGAINST IT IT'S NOT ENOUGH TO LOVE THE UNREAL I AM INSEPARABLE FROM THE IMPOSSIBLE I WANT GRAVITY TO STOP FOR ME MY SOUL YEARNS FOR A FUGITIVE FROM THE LAWS OF NATURE I WANT A CUTSCENE I WANT A CUT FROM YOUR FACE TO MY FACE I WANT A CUT I WANT THE NEXT RELATED VIDEO I DON'T WANT TO GO INSANE I DON'T WANT TO HAVE SCHIZOPHERNIA THE OCEAN WASHED OVER YOUR GRAVE THE OCEAN WASHED OVER YOUR GRAVE [part ii] oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh last night i dreamed he was trying to kill you i woke up and i was trying to kill you it's been a year since we first met i don't know if we're together yet do you have any crimes that, that we can use to pass the time? i am.. running out of drugs to try and i... we said we hated humans we wanted to be humans we said we hated humans we wanted to be humans get more groceries, get eaten get more groceries, get eaten get more groceries, get eaten oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh in the mall in the night time you came back alone with a flashlight it was the start of nothing new. and it was my favorite scene i couldn't tell you what it means but it meant something to me oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh a book of aubrey breadsley art corrupted me in youth and now i'm trapped inside my youth and you're in love with late stage youth thank god for the little things and, and FUCK GOD THAT THEY'RE LITTLE THINGS I AM RUNNING OUT OF PRAYERS TO SING AND I... and pretty soon you'll find some nice young satanist with braces and one capital "O" significant other and you can take him home to your mother and say ma... this is my broTHER we said we hated humans we wanted to be humans we said we hated humans we wanted to be humans get more groceries, get eaten get more groceries, get eaten get more groceries, get eaten by the one you love as they put their lips around you you can feel their smile from the inside~ [part iii] LAST NIGHT I DREAMED HE WAS TRYING TO KILL YOU I WOKE UP AND I WAS TRYING TO KILL YOU your ears perked up i perked up when your ears perked up they were looking around and i hoped it was for me I HOPED YOU WERE USING YOUR sonar systems for me the ancients saw it coming you can see that they tried to warn them in the tales that they told their children but they fell out their heads in the morning they said sex can be frightening but the children were not listening and the children cut out everything except for the kissing and the singing and when they finally their homes at walt disney studios then everyone grew up with their fundamental schemas FUCKED ALL UP but there are lots of fish left in the sea there are lots of fish in business suits who walk and they talk on their human feet visit doctors have weak knees OH, PLEASE LET ME JOIN YOUR CULT I'LL PAINT MY FACE IN YOUR COLORS YOU HAD A REAL NICE FACE i had an early death. THE OCEAN WASHED OVER YOUR GRAVE THE OCEAN WASHED OPEN YOUR GRAVE THE OCEAN WASHED OVER YOUR GRAVE THE OCEAN WASHED OPEN YOUR GRAVE THE OCEAN WASHED OVER YOUR GRAVE (HOW'S YOUR FACE?) THE OCEAN WASHED OPEN YOUR GRAVE (HOW'S YOUR BODY?) THE OCEAN WASHED OVER YOUR GRAVE (THE OCEAN WASHED OVER YOUR GRAVE) THE OCEAN WASHED OPEN YOUR GRAVE (WE'RE TOO SCARED TO DO SHIT!!!!)

The girls don't want to play like that They just want to talk to the boys They just want to do what is in their hearts And the girls want to be with the girls And the boys say, "What do you mean?" And the boys say, "What do you mean?" Well there is just no love When there's boys and girls And the girls want to be with the girls And the girls want to be with the girls Girls want things that make common sense The best for all concerned They don't want to have to go out of their way And the girls want to be with the girls Girls are getting into abstract analysis That want to make that intuitive leap They are making plans that have far reaching effects And the girls want to be with the girls And the boys say, "What do you mean?" And the boys say, "What do you mean?" Well there is just no love When there's boys and girls And the girls want to be with the girls And the girls want to be with the girls

I never see the threat too soon The blood on the bandage, the ghost in the room Got a canvas as white as the moon But when I see it at night, it's a sickening blue I was thinking people never change But there's a new taste of dread that I cannot explain And the thoughts that make up my life Get reflected in others from time to time Now I've got another question And if we run out of time, can we make an exception For the piece that needs completion? And I want to hear more from you, here's what I'd like to do Oh, temptation I could be a part of you (Can't take a message) Oh, completion (Can't take a message) Come in closer Let the candle burn right through (Can't take a message) If you can't get what you're after any other way (Can't take a message) Am I, am I, am I, am I on your mind? Is it, is it, is it, is it what you like? Covered under your sleeve sometime Am I, am I, am I, am I on your mind? Is it, is it, is it, is it what you like? Alright, I was really in a state tonight I won't speak, I don't know what to say I can see in your prayers, it's the same things we pay for Got a currency that you accept If you want to exchange, we can try to connect Give me the number to your room and leave the door on the latch There are tigers in the jungle, there's a knife in the mattress I don't think we broke the glass but hell if I know I never learned to dance, what the hell do I know? I know I won't always need you like this I swear I'm not always falling to bits But, but in the hallway the moment hits And the set-up clicks like a safety Yeah, you could hear a pin drop, feel it I feel it, you'll feel it You'll feel it I feel it, you'll feel it Feel it, feel it Feel it, feel it Feel it, feel it, two, three, four Am I, am I, am I, am I on your mind? Is it, is it, is it, is it what you like? I was really in a state tonight Am I, am I, am I, am I on your mind? Is it, is it, is it, is it what you like? I'm alright, one day hope I see you sometime Old time, sometime, all the time, no time Oh, temptation I could take a piece from you Oh, completion Let it burn, let the candle burn right through

is it raining outside or am i melting is someone tricking my eyes i feel like smoking everyday is just the same old bullshit on repeat and i don’t know if this is something i can keep up on everything if i try my hardest and god knows i’ve tried my hardest this must be some fucked up daydream i’m lost out here and i can’t trust what i see i don’t know who i am or who i wanna be and i don’t know if you hate or love me feel fucking nauseous everyday don’t know when it will go away maybe i’ll finally feel at home when i can call this life my own this song is just the same damn bullshit on repeat but i won’t stop singing it until you start listening you start listening this must be some fucked up daydream i’m lost out here and i can’t trust what i see i don’t know who i am or who i wanna be and i don’t know if you hate or love me

Let me out this stupid grave melting in the oven's heat burning up when she touches me (somebody better let him out) been banging on the wooden doors hoping someone opens up and buries me in their arms (somebody better let him out) OH NO IT'S SO WARM TAKE ME HOME TAKE ME HOME TAKE ME HOME TAKE ME HOME SO TAKE ME OUT AND DO IT QUICKLY I NEED SOMEONE TO COME AND SAVE ME CUZ I'M DYING HERE WITHOUT YOU HONEY SLEEPING NEXT TO ME SO SOFTLY DO IT QUICK AND MAKE ME PRETTY THROW THEM IN OR TAKE IT EASY WHATEVER WORKS, DON'T MAKE IT MESSY WHATEVER WORKS, PLEASE JUST KISS ME HEART ATTACK, WHEN THEY COME AROUND SCREAMING HEART ATTACKS, WHEN THEY COME AROUND LEAVING HEART ATTACK, I CAN'T EVER MAKE HER HAPPY HEART ATTACKS, Yeah SHE NEVER MAKES IT EASY HEART ATTACKS, SHE CAN'T NEVER EVER LEAVE ME HEART ATTACK, WHEN SHE DANCING IN MY MEMORY HEART ATTACKS, YEAH EVERY SINGLE DAY NOW HEART ATTACK, IF I'M THINKING BOUT OUR FUTURE HEART ATTACKS, I CAN'T LOSE HER ANYMORE OH HEART ATTACKS, YEAH I DID IT TO MYSELF NO HEART ATTACK, IF I DID IT TO MYSELF BUT HEART ATTACKS, IF I SEE HER ALL ALONE AND HEART ATTACK, IF SHE'S SMILING BY HERSELF NO HEART ATTACKS, IF I'M ROTTING IN A TOMB ALL HEART ATTACK, I START THINKING TOO MUCH ALL HEART ATTACKS, I START WISHING I WAS GONE ALL (HEART ATTACKS, HEART ATTACKS, HEART ATTACKS!!) SO TAKE ME OUT AND DO IT QUICKLY (SO TAKE MY LIFE) I NEED SOMEONE TO COME AND SAVE ME CUZ I'M DYING HERE WITHOUT YOU HONEY (DO YOU LOVE ME?) SLEEPING NEXT TO ME SO SOFTLY (REALLY LOVE ME?) DO IT QUICK AND MAKE ME PRETTY (SO TAKE MY LIFE) THROW THEM IN OR TAKE IT EASY WHATEVER WORKS, DON'T MAKE IT MESSY (DO YOU LOVE ME?) WHATEVER WORKS, PLEASE JUST KISS ME (REALLY LOVE ME?) SO TAKE ME OUT AND DO IT QUICKLY (SO TAKE MY LIFE) (HEART ATTACK, WHEN THEY COME AROUND SCREAMING) I NEED SOMEONE TO COME AND SAVE ME (HEART ATTACKS, WHEN THEY COME AROUND LEAVING) CUZ I'M DYING HERE WITHOUT YOU HONEY (DO YOU LOVE ME?) (HEART ATTACK, I CAN'T EVER MAKE HER HAPPY) SLEEPING NEXT TO ME SO SOFTLY (REALLY LOVE ME?) (HEART ATTACKS, Yeah SHE NEVER MAKES IT EASY) DO IT QUICK AND MAKE ME PRETTY (SO TAKE MY LIFE) (JEART ATTACK, SHE CAN NEVER EVER LEAVE ME) THROW THEM IN OR TAKE IT EASY (HEART ATTACKS, WHEN SHE'S DANCING IN MY MEMORY) WHATEVER WORKS, DON'T MAKE IT MESSY (DO YOU LOVE ME?) (HEART ATTACK, YEAH EVERY SINGLE DAY NOW) WHATEVER WORKS, PLEASE JUST KISS ME (REALLY LOVE ME?) (HEART ATTACKS, WHEN I THINK ABOUT OUR FUTURE)

Why can't I sleep, whenever I think of waking up next morning, why can't I sleep, whenever I'm up thinking bout your stupid fucking face, with dimples, blonde hair, and tire tracks round your eye holes I LOST SLEEP, THINKING BOUT THEIR PROBLEMS, I LOST SLEEP WITHOUT MY MELATONIN BOTTLE I GOT MELATONIN, I WANT, YOU TO PHONE-IN CUZ I GOT, SEROTONIN, CUZ I GOT your mother fucking SEROTONIN your mother fucking SEROTONIN AAAAhh AAHHH your mother fucking SEROTONIN AAAAhh AAHHH your mother fucking SEROTONIN AAAAhh AAHHH your mother fucking SEROTONIN

Goodbye secret files When I'm gone, all this information will die Goodbye stupid smiles When you're gone, all anyone will do is cry I used to enjoy losing money But now all I do is win And now it's far too easy to be satisfied with things I used to enjoy being worried But now everything is fine I wish I could go back to that unhappier time Cats crawl into gutters Just at the sight of me (I'm not happy unless I'm unhappy) You guys got mad skills I just got mad (I'm not happy unless I'm unhappy) I used to enjoy losing money But now all I do is win And now it's far too easy to be satisfied with things I used to enjoy being worried But now everything is fine I wish I could go back to that unhappier time Goodbye all you secret files When I'm gone, all this information will die (Die, die, die, die, die, die, die, die) Goodbye all you human styles When I'm gone, I won't have it in me to try (try, try, try, try, try, try, try, try) To try (Bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye) To try (Goodbye) (Bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye) To try (Goodbye) (Bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye) To try (Goodbye) (Bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye) To try (Goodbye) (Bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye) To try (Goodbye) (Bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye) To try (Goodbye) (Bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye)

Would a man living in Los Angeles Understand what a seagull is? Would he know about the ants there in the grass? Would the ants in the grass Understand what the man's Volvo is? Do they know you can buy Pepsi in aluminium or glass? For this commercial the look, the style, and the music is everything: lighting should be dramatic, but not shadowy; location should be beautiful, but not weird; clothing should be contemporary, but not punk; casting should be characterization, but not the point of hoodlums. In other words, we can get out-of-the-ordinary, but we can't live there Would an advertising executive Understand where the homeless live? Would he know about the bubbles in his glass? Would the bubbles in his glass Understand what the man's golf cart is? Do they know you can die frozen underneath an overpass? Every object, prop, and piece of clothing should complement each other. The photographic approach should be fresh, alive, and inspiring. Contemporary is a good word here! Like 501-Jeans ads. Like the Levi-core night ads. Like the Honda Scooter ads! Heightened reality vignettes! When we're back to back I can't see you But when we're face to face I do Heightened reality vignettes that all exist in the examples I've just described Would a man living in Los Angeles Understand what a seagull is? Would he know about the ants there in the grass? Would the ants in the grass Understand what the man's Volvo is? Do they know you can buy Pepsi in aluminium or glass? These Pepsi ads These Pepsi ads These Pepsi ads should not look too urban, too ethnic, too new-wave, or too anything! These Pepsi ads... Too urban, too ethnic, too new-wave, or too anything! These Pepsi ads... I know this may sound confusing, but I think it's better to know now, than to argue on the set about it later! Would a man living in Los Angeles? Good luck, everyone! Would a man living in Los Angeles? Good luck, everyone! Would a man living in Los Angeles? Good luck, everyone! Would a man living in Los Angeles? Good luck... Los Angeles? ...Everyone!

Fell in love with a girl I fell in love once and almost completely She's in love with the world But sometimes, these feelings can be so misleading She turns and says, "Are you alright?" I said, "I must be fine 'cause my heart's still beating" "Come and kiss me by the riverside, yeah Bobby says it's fine, he don't consider it cheating, now" Red hair with a curl Mello-Roll for the flavor, and the eyes were peeping Can't keep away from the girl These two sides of my brain need to have a meeting Can't think of anything to do, yeah My left brain knows that all love is fleeting She's just looking for something new, yeah I said it once before, but it bears repeating now Ah, ah Ah, ah Ah, ah Ah, ah Can't think of anything to do, yeah My left brain knows that all love is fleeting She's just looking for something new Well, I said it once before, but it bears repeating now Fell in love with a girl I fell in love once and almost completely She's in love with the world But sometimes, these feelings can be so misleading She turns and says, "Are you alright?" I said, "I must be fine because my heart's still beating" "Come and kiss me by the riverside, yeah Bobby says it's fine he don't consider it cheating, now" Ah, ah Ah, ah Ah, ah Ah, ah Can't think of anything to do, yeah My left brain knows that all love is fleeting She's just looking for something new Well, I said it once before, but it bears repeating now

You're counting all the sheep in the sky I'm so caught up in your web of lies Everyone knows that (You've got!) Ulterior motives (Tell me the truth!) Every move shows that (You've got!) A fear of emotions (Just look at you!)

Let me out this stupid grave melting in the oven's heat burning up when she touches me (somebody better let him out) been banging on the wooden doors hoping someone opens up and buries me in their arms (somebody better let him out) OH NO IT'S SO WARM TAKE ME HOME TAKE ME HOME TAKE ME HOME TAKE ME HOME SO TAKE ME OUT AND DO IT QUICKLY I NEED SOMEONE TO COME AND SAVE ME CUZ I'M DYING HERE WITHOUT YOU HONEY SLEEPING NEXT TO ME SO SOFTLY DO IT QUICK AND MAKE ME PRETTY THROW THEM IN OR TAKE IT EASY WHATEVER WORKS, DON'T MAKE IT MESSY WHATEVER WORKS, PLEASE JUST KISS ME HEART ATTACK, WHEN THEY COME AROUND SCREAMING HEART ATTACKS, WHEN THEY COME AROUND LEAVING HEART ATTACK, I CAN'T EVER MAKE HER HAPPY HEART ATTACKS, Yeah SHE NEVER MAKES IT EASY HEART ATTACKS, SHE CAN'T NEVER EVER LEAVE ME HEART ATTACK, WHEN SHE DANCING IN MY MEMORY HEART ATTACKS, YEAH EVERY SINGLE DAY NOW HEART ATTACK, IF I'M THINKING BOUT OUR FUTURE HEART ATTACKS, I CAN'T LOSE HER ANYMORE OH HEART ATTACKS, YEAH I DID IT TO MYSELF NO HEART ATTACK, IF I DID IT TO MYSELF BUT HEART ATTACKS, IF I SEE HER ALL ALONE AND HEART ATTACK, IF SHE'S SMILING BY HERSELF NO HEART ATTACKS, IF I'M ROTTING IN A TOMB ALL HEART ATTACK, I START THINKING TOO MUCH ALL HEART ATTACKS, I START WISHING I WAS GONE ALL (HEART ATTACKS, HEART ATTACKS, HEART ATTACKS!!) SO TAKE ME OUT AND DO IT QUICKLY (SO TAKE MY LIFE) I NEED SOMEONE TO COME AND SAVE ME CUZ I'M DYING HERE WITHOUT YOU HONEY (DO YOU LOVE ME?) SLEEPING NEXT TO ME SO SOFTLY (REALLY LOVE ME?) DO IT QUICK AND MAKE ME PRETTY (SO TAKE MY LIFE) THROW THEM IN OR TAKE IT EASY WHATEVER WORKS, DON'T MAKE IT MESSY (DO YOU LOVE ME?) WHATEVER WORKS, PLEASE JUST KISS ME (REALLY LOVE ME?) SO TAKE ME OUT AND DO IT QUICKLY (SO TAKE MY LIFE) (HEART ATTACK, WHEN THEY COME AROUND SCREAMING) I NEED SOMEONE TO COME AND SAVE ME (HEART ATTACKS, WHEN THEY COME AROUND LEAVING) CUZ I'M DYING HERE WITHOUT YOU HONEY (DO YOU LOVE ME?) (HEART ATTACK, I CAN'T EVER MAKE HER HAPPY) SLEEPING NEXT TO ME SO SOFTLY (REALLY LOVE ME?) (HEART ATTACKS, Yeah SHE NEVER MAKES IT EASY) DO IT QUICK AND MAKE ME PRETTY (SO TAKE MY LIFE) (JEART ATTACK, SHE CAN NEVER EVER LEAVE ME) THROW THEM IN OR TAKE IT EASY (HEART ATTACKS, WHEN SHE'S DANCING IN MY MEMORY) WHATEVER WORKS, DON'T MAKE IT MESSY (DO YOU LOVE ME?) (HEART ATTACK, YEAH EVERY SINGLE DAY NOW) WHATEVER WORKS, PLEASE JUST KISS ME (REALLY LOVE ME?) (HEART ATTACKS, WHEN I THINK ABOUT OUR FUTURE)

is it raining outside or am i melting is someone tricking my eyes i feel like smoking everyday is just the same old bullshit on repeat and i don’t know if this is something i can keep up on everything if i try my hardest and god knows i’ve tried my hardest this must be some fucked up daydream i’m lost out here and i can’t trust what i see i don’t know who i am or who i wanna be and i don’t know if you hate or love me feel fucking nauseous everyday don’t know when it will go away maybe i’ll finally feel at home when i can call this life my own this song is just the same damn bullshit on repeat but i won’t stop singing it until you start listening you start listening this must be some fucked up daydream i’m lost out here and i can’t trust what i see i don’t know who i am or who i wanna be and i don’t know if you hate or love me

The girls don't want to play like that They just want to talk to the boys They just want to do what is in their hearts And the girls want to be with the girls And the boys say, "What do you mean?" And the boys say, "What do you mean?" Well there is just no love When there's boys and girls And the girls want to be with the girls And the girls want to be with the girls Girls want things that make common sense The best for all concerned They don't want to have to go out of their way And the girls want to be with the girls And the boys say, "What do you mean?" And the boys say, "What do you mean?" Well there is just no love When there's boys and girls And the girls want to be with the girls And the girls want to be with the girls Girls are getting into abstract analysis That want to make that intuitive leap They are making plans that have far reaching effects And the girls want to be with the girls And the boys say, "What do you mean?" And the boys say, "What do you mean?" Well there is just no love When there's boys and girls And the girls want to be with the girls And the girls want to be with the girls

Why can't I sleep, whenever I think of waking up next morning, why can't I sleep, whenever I'm up thinking bout your stupid fucking face, with dimples, blonde hair, and tire tracks round your eye holes I LOST SLEEP, THINKING BOUT THEIR PROBLEMS, I LOST SLEEP WITHOUT MY MELATONIN BOTTLE I GOT MELATONIN, I WANT, YOU TO PHONE-IN CUZ I GOT, SEROTONIN, CUZ I GOT your mother fucking SEROTONIN your mother fucking SEROTONIN AAAAhh AAHHH your mother fucking SEROTONIN AAAAhh AAHHH your mother fucking SEROTONIN AAAAhh AAHHH your mother fucking SEROTONIN